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[25 Jul 2009|07:40pm] |
I don't want to be like anyone else. I know will not get what I want all the time, but I can be what I want some times.
I moved like I was in a kayak and rowin' it and the down side is now there's a sun burn on my knees that itches. I'm doing laundry so my sheets are clean and I have a uniform for work tomorrow. I think my work went down the crapper for the week I was gone. I don't want to deal with work. I miss greg mike natalie dan markie katie ange etc.
boyfren is ova and I love him.
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[04 Jun 2009|10:44pm] |
I said wow I'm such a fatty... and tim said yea you are!
then he yelled "please don't eat me"
hahaha
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[26 May 2009|03:35pm] |
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I'm trying to get myself to start running again.
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| in response to miss america and others like her |
[01 May 2009|03:19pm] |
I feel like regardless of all the labels we give ourselves gay, straight, bisexual
all it is, is love. It's about two people falling in love. regardless of gender.
and really how different is a male from a female? what is the difference between a man loving a man, a woman loving a woman, a man loving a woman, and a woman loving a man?
all thats different is our biology a chromosome a shallow difference.
keep your so called "morals" to yourself and let people who love each other take a try at marriage. i mean the risk of divorce is 50% anyway. maybe if anyone could marry anyone he or she loves the chance of a marriage lasting would increase.
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[13 Apr 2009|12:41pm] |
So one tumor in the brain.
A second on the spinal cord.
And a third brand new tumor on the thyroid.
SWEET. because Owen obviously hasn't had enough shit happen to him already.
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[05 Apr 2009|03:44pm] |
sucks.
= spending a holiday in the hospital icu in Boston.
Oh weekend.. I'm not looking forward to it.
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| my brain's the burger and my heart's the coal. |
[05 Mar 2009|10:18am] |
My diet has been going pretty good. I haven't broken it yet. I think I've lost about 5-10 pounds, but it's hard to know exactly how much. I know that my pants fit looser which is goood. I've been really sick lately so I went to the doctor here at school and she thinks I might have GERD. I haven't bought any antacids yet, but if they make me feel better I will be so happy.
Oh, and I haven't seen timmy in weeks and I miss him soooo much. It's killing meee.
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[27 Feb 2009|01:14am] |
I started this whole new diet/exercise thing. I limit myself to a total of 1700 calories a day, then I workout at the gym and burn about 300-400 calories everyday.
As far as the food, it's been surprisingly easy to limit my calories. I have this little notebook and at each meal and every time i eat I write down the food and I write down how much of it I have. Then I go to this website caloriecount.about.com and look up how many calories are in the food
so I write,
coffee: 150
fruit: 120
etc..
Then I add them up after each meal.. and I eat more in the morning. And depending on how much I eat in the morning I'll only have so many calories left for lunch and dinner. But really really I feel like the book makes it so easy.. just writing down the foods you eat and seeing how many calories there are is so crazy. I wrote down what I used to eat in a normal day.. and I was eating so much.
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[21 Feb 2009|03:36pm] |
I passed my exam! and I'm still an emt!
I also got a call from rockingham ambulance, but they wanted a full-time person. I applied as wanting to be part-time.. but I guess they over looked that and called me back anyway. But I talked to the guy a little bit and he said he would keep me in mind for the summer.. haha yea right.
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[19 Feb 2009|08:48pm] |
oh mann.
I love food. I started counting calories.. so I can't have it anymore.
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[17 Feb 2009|10:50pm] |
I want to lose weight
I go to gym
I eat better
still haven't any lost weight
Why is this so hard?
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[12 Feb 2009|04:18pm] |
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i have a job!!!
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[04 Feb 2009|02:10pm] |
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FAT
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[14 Jan 2009|11:07am] |
I looooove weeds.
"they called me shit girl"
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[06 Jan 2009|02:34pm] |
I watched weeds for the first time the other night and I loved it! Then i decided with ange that we should go skiing so we planned to go on monday. I woke up early that day and we went out to get bindings and boots. The bindings place was busy and wouldn't get everything done in time.
sooo we went to breakfast at Mary Anns in derry instead. Then after that we went to nashua and then drove around windham looking at the gigantic houses. I can't believe how huge some of them are.
Then I we all met up later in the day and went night skiing. it was great.. I love skiing.
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[03 Jan 2009|01:04am] |
new years was goooood
timmy was stuck plowing though : (
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| getting stuff done |
[31 Dec 2008|12:21pm] |
I am getting sooooo much done right now! I'm finishing my con ed.. I'm signing up for my practical. Thank goooodness for this wicked snowy day. I'm really nervous about all of this. I don't think I'll be an emt by the end. signing up for stuff makes me feel a little better.
tonight's new years and I'll be going to natalie's in waltham. I hope the weather clears soon so I can head there. and I hope that kid is not there again I really didn't like him. and I hope timmy can come with mee!
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[20 Dec 2008|10:11pm] |
tofu
black beans
garden burgers
silk soy milk
this is what I eat
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